Squeeeeeze

ever have your insides squeeze into a tight ball. maybe it was someone scratching the chalkboard in third grade. even watching the commentary of a new contestant on project runaway (does anyone know who i'm talking about?). it's like s squeeze of the insides.

i've had the squeeze after i said something i shouldn't. before i dropped on a roller coaster. when i've lost a friend. squeeze. that overly affectionate couple in high school that makes you squeeze. ek. that project you receive an underwhelming grade on. a loss of something close. that day i lost my wedding ring. squeeze. squeeze.

sometimes the little things tend to make my heart beat faster and become easily anxious or sad. my heart hurts when i put so much of myself into something that isn't in the end fruitful. that project that didn't turn out.

but, all in all i thought that the quote above is true. Some. Things. Are. Not. Important.

the things that are important is what we should be pouring into. a pure heart. squeezes good things.